Tonight i was looking through my past emails trying to delete some from my hotmail and as i went through them i came across an old one i sould have deleted months ago but couldnt bring myself to do it. this email wasnt actually sent to me directly but sent to someone else regarding me...this email brought about alot of the hurt that caused me to write alot of my poetry. Anyways...after reading through this email tonight with my fiance i fiiiiiiiinally could bring myself to delete it. and once i'd done it i felt good. I then felt it was time to get rid of the only other evidence of the hurt i've felt, so i've also deleted the very poems i wrote about the subject of that email. i feel its time to move onto better times and not think about things that arent worth thinking about...i now realise there's no point leaving poetry on this account that only makes me hurt everytime i read them back and hoping that the very reason for their creation reads them because for the first time ever...i just dont give a crap!!! life is good and thats the way its gonna stay this time.