Better Times
Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2008, 3:22 PM
Tonight i was looking through my past emails trying to delete some from my hotmail and as i went through them i came across an old one i sould have deleted months ago but couldnt bring myself to do it. this email wasnt actually sent to me directly but sent to someone else regarding me...this email brought about alot of the hurt that caused me to write alot of my poetry. Anyways...after reading through this email tonight with my fiance i fiiiiiiiinally could bring myself to delete it. and once i'd done it i felt good. I then felt it was time to get rid of the only other evidence of the hurt i've felt, so i've also deleted the very poems i wrote about the subject of that email. i feel its time to move onto better times and not think about things that arent worth thinking about...i now realise there's no point leaving poetry on this account that only makes me hurt everytime i read them back and hoping that the very reason for their creation reads them because for the first time ever...i just dont give a crap!!! life is good and thats the way its gonna stay this time.
- Mood:
Euphoric - Listening to: Guyver
- Reading: none of my depressing poetry thank christ
- Watching: The back of my fiance's head
- Playing: will be playing ffxi (i made a new character)
- Eating: chocolate
- Drinking: Milk
Devious Comments
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pointless really...
so that's me mildly scared! ....
and you had better come back!
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he who angers you conquers you
my shoulder is what's missing (having ran away from your staring over it) but my arm isn't quite so cowardly! so
and after me calling my shoulder a coward it has crawled out of the woodwork to prove itself so no way to track me now!!!!! muchachacha
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he who angers you conquers you
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he who angers you conquers you
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he who angers you conquers you
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he who angers you conquers you
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