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Journal Entry: Sat Apr 12, 2008, 3:22 PM
Tonight i was looking through my past emails trying to delete some from my hotmail and as i went through them i came across an old one i sould have deleted months ago but couldnt bring myself to do it. this email wasnt actually sent to me directly but sent to someone else regarding me...this email brought about alot of the hurt that caused me to write alot of my poetry. Anyways...after reading through this email tonight with my fiance i fiiiiiiiinally could bring myself to delete it. and once i'd done it i felt good. I then felt it was time to get rid of the only other evidence of the hurt i've felt, so i've also deleted the very poems i wrote about the subject of that email. i feel its time to move onto better times and not think about things that arent worth thinking about...i now realise there's no point leaving poetry on this account that only makes me hurt everytime i read them back and hoping that the very reason for their creation reads them because for the first time ever...i just dont give a crap!!! life is good and thats the way its gonna stay this time.

  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Guyver
  • Reading: none of my depressing poetry thank christ
  • Watching: The back of my fiance's head
  • Playing: will be playing ffxi (i made a new character)
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: Milk

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~IrishTunz:iconIrishTunz: Jun 25, 2008, 1:05:13 AM
Hi, and thank you!
~Shigaru:iconShigaru: Jun 16, 2008, 8:11:26 AM
hey, i really like your gallery. very deep and honest!
~Bekkah-Chan88:iconBekkah-Chan88: Apr 16, 2008, 5:21:34 AM Mood: Joy
yes u will mwa cha cha cha cha chaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! yes hello its me again!!!
~lock-shock-barrel:iconlock-shock-barrel: Mar 14, 2008, 3:40:00 AM
i know youare never online anymore... but i needed to have 8 to tag so i am tagging you!
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pointless really...
~lock-shock-barrel:iconlock-shock-barrel: Jan 25, 2008, 4:04:06 AM
:hug: sadly i have been mildly repremanded for my lack of going to classes for this week.... i was only in today (friday) and wednesday... so i am told i have to be in from now on or they might start sending letters home!!! eek! i can't have that!
so that's me mildly scared! .... :(
and you had better come back! :P i'll be annoyed if you don't and you can't escape me!!! muchachacha
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~A-Bleeding-Heart:iconA-Bleeding-Heart: Jan 10, 2008, 4:49:24 PM
meh! i'll find some way of finding it again! :P mu cha cha cha cha cha!!!

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he who angers you conquers you
~lock-shock-barrel:iconlock-shock-barrel: Jan 10, 2008, 11:14:51 AM
... i suppose you might think that i would miss my arm... but actually it's hanging on by a thread! so :P
my shoulder is what's missing (having ran away from your staring over it) but my arm isn't quite so cowardly! so :P :P :P :P!
and after me calling my shoulder a coward it has crawled out of the woodwork to prove itself so no way to track me now!!!!! muchachacha
~A-Bleeding-Heart:iconA-Bleeding-Heart: Jan 9, 2008, 3:17:37 PM
your just hiding your shoulder from me :P wow u'll be easy to find then....all i have to do is look for someone with a missing arm...:P

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he who angers you conquers you
~lock-shock-barrel:iconlock-shock-barrel: Jan 7, 2008, 8:34:11 AM
....................... *runs away to hide my shoulder in a safe place*
~xTwistedAngelx:iconxTwistedAngelx: Jan 7, 2008, 5:50:12 AM
im always watching over your shoulder mwahahahahahaha!!! and well as long as u know thats fine!
~lock-shock-barrel:iconlock-shock-barrel: Jan 7, 2008, 5:07:05 AM
i do know!!!! i read the damned thing didn't i!?!?!? so :P hell, you were even there looking over my shoulder when i read it!!!!!!!!! :P
~A-Bleeding-Heart:iconA-Bleeding-Heart: Jan 6, 2008, 1:37:34 PM
you dont even know wats bothering me so :P and no, i didnt put them on for that...i put the poems on here, as an escape for myself. as a way to blow off some emotional steam every once in a awhile. especially when i get carried away by some emotionals and cant escape them or voice them to people...so this is my only way of letting it all out there.

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he who angers you conquers you
~lock-shock-barrel:iconlock-shock-barrel: Jan 2, 2008, 6:49:44 AM
true! i'm sorry i missed that one! i just thought you were trying to say to the good people who read them that this doesn't bother you anymore! so :P
~A-Bleeding-Heart:iconA-Bleeding-Heart: Jan 2, 2008, 1:28:12 AM
im not trying to deny that they are recent...but the subject itself is fairly recent aswell so of course the emotion will be fresh

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he who angers you conquers you
~lock-shock-barrel:iconlock-shock-barrel: Dec 31, 2007, 4:50:31 PM
well that is just not true! sure the poems are all about the same thing, but they are still quite recent! and don't you deny it!
~A-Bleeding-Heart:iconA-Bleeding-Heart: Dec 17, 2007, 4:22:05 PM
These poems were all written around the same time, all to do with the same issue...enjoy!

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